As I drove home from dinner with a wonderful friend, I sat back and reflected on my life a lil. Effective August 13 @ 2:02 AM, I will officially be a "mama" for 4 years. I can not believe how much joy she brings to my life, and even when she is testing me to the fullest I know that she has taught me so much, up to and including patience. I can not say my labor was a bad one, some woman have had worse but, as I sat back and thought about it I could not help but think of the wonderful, oh so proud soon to be daddy that was there with me. I could not help but think of the wonderful nights that to him where "the best nights we had" in the hospital as our new little family. Ariyana is so full of life it is amazing...and as much as she has attitude and character there are those moments of hesitation that I see her daddy in her, Oh how I hope we are making him proud. The feeling of her lil arm on my neck took all the pain away. Pook you are my everything, you are my strength when you don't even know it, my drive, my life. when you tell me you love me more and I tell you it is impossible, it is because it truly is, I created you, I watched you grow in my belly, felt you move, and most of all gave birth to you. One day you will know what that love is and you will know what I mean. I can not wait for the many more birthdays to come, the up and the downs of you growing and becoming you. I love you with my ever being. As you continue to grow know that your daddy loved you more than anything in this world. Happy 4th birthday Princess.
He will always be with us!
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