So as I am trying to get unpacked, wash clothes, unload the car my baby stops me in the middle of all of this as she is laying in bed she says "why is my daddy in heaven mama?" I stop and contemplate how do I answer this....my only answer is the truth as it always has been. "Pook your daddy is in heaven cuz he had a motorcycle accident and died...and when you die you go to heaven." which then gets "well I want him to come out so I can hug and kiss him." And i Think to myself thanks up above....and tell her "well you can go hug and kiss Jess." All that got was a smile, and then she wanted Jess to read her a book. I so love when those questions come unannounced. Nothing like being back to reality......Thinking of you always Baby. Wishing you weren't in heaven just as much as her. Love your Wifey
Damn girl, that brought tears to my eyes. Arinana is so smart and beautiful...
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