This weekend was laid back. Saturday had our friends monthly dinner, which I would say was a success minus the video that was slightly shocking all across the board...I know that kids will be kids and that it was all in fun. I guess the bigger worry that I thought about is kids truly do not think about the consequences that their actions can bring. Not even in the now but also in the future, especially with it being so easy to get your hands on stuff via technology. Just not looking forward to times like that with pooka, and made me reflect back to when I was a kid and the things I would do. Man it truly is amazing that as you grow life is so much more apparent. Sunday was slightly a emotional day for me. One thing triggered the tears and then I could just not keep them back anymore. I hate days like that but have learned to surrender to them because if i don't it's only gonna be worse when it ALL comes out. I also realized that not only am i battling with the fact that it is Josiah's Bday, but I am taking Ariyana to Disneyland at the end of the month and it would have been Josiah'a first time as well. Man I am so lucky to have a guy in my life that understands this craziness...when i told him this he just hugged me and said "he will be there." So two more days and Kassandra will be 16 and Josiah would have been 28.
just... i love you my friend, my sister!
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