Guilty for at times making my days so busy so that I wont have to think of you,
Guilty for looking at our daughter and seeing so much of you in her,
Guilty for wondering why the hell you left us two together, when you had the patience,
Guilty for thinking it should have been him, not you,
Guilty for forgetting what your voice sounds like,
Guilty for being mad that I don't have many dreams with you in them,
Guilty of missing you like crazy,
Guilty of wanting to break down when she asks about you,
Guilty of trying to numb the pain,
Guilty for thinking we would have forever,
Guilty for feeling so happy,
Guilty for moving on,
Guilty for loving another man's touch, kisses, hugs, love,
Guilty for being so excited for our wedding day,
The most amazing part of all of this guilt is that, I know this is how my life is supposed to be, and I know that you will be with us every step of the way!
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