It is amazing that after so many years of life there are certain things that never change. You will go on all your life learning the flaws of people. You will go on all your life learning that some people are just not who they say they are. You will learn that most people do things with a motive behind them and you will learn that some people do things because it comes straight from the heart. I have no regrets for what I have done, I know that I did everything from my heart and with all sincerity. As many people told me it would not be a good idea I shunned them, thinking that the other party would actually want to prove others wrong. In all actuality I sis not think that at the time...I do think that now. The only feeling I feel from all that has transpired is hurt. If they did anything for any other reason then attempting to be there for me then that is something they will always have to live with. If they feel that it is that easy to walk away from the friendship then that will be something they will have to live with. It's amazing that such a innocent question can bring so much anger out. In the end I am and will be GOOD. I have loss one of the ultimate losses, and as much as I cherish the people in my life now I am realistic and will not beg you to stay and be a part of my life. In the end it's their loss and they know it.
Girl, you got too much going on to be worrying about stuff like this. a lot of HAPPY stuff too. in the end, your the kind of person that people want ON their team and if people can't see that even "good" friends that been there forever anna day then they need to STEP IN THE NAME OF LOOOOVVE! lol
ReplyDeleteThank you Kathy...you couldn't have said it better. Let it be known that it has been squashed. Love you and let's catch up next week.
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