Thankful that when I go to sleep and wake up it will be a new day!!!! Letting go of what once was is never easy, but sometimes is out of our control....Thankful for what once was, not sure I would have made it out of my darkest times, or even loved again if it wasn't for those moments...I have come to realize I have held this person so dear to me because they were there through my most vulnerabalist (yes I made that word up) times, they knew my silence was nothing wrong, they knew my grieving was something I had to go through and when I was done I was going to be ok. They walked next to me every step of the way, sometimes even paving the way for me, showing me there is a light at the end of the tunnel....They taught me it was ok to love again and for the longest time saw us through some of our hardest moments but believe in us from day one... and now as I type this holding back my tears i have realized another piece of me has died.... I trusted, I was vulnerable, I was loyal, honest etc...but at the end of the day I guess I just thought more of the friendship then they did. Never in a million years would I have thought it would be like this...but it is out of my control...I am at a age that I do not want to wonder what is going on, and honesty is key...but I must remember that when we ask for honesty we must be willing to accept the truth...I will accept it, life does go on...that has been proven to me time and time again........Every season must come to a end!
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