Just when you think things are getting better you are smacked in the face with reality. whoever said in time it will get better sure did lie. I am learning something new about being in the 2nd year since my hubby passed away...and what I am learning is that this year seems to be a whole lot harder than the first year. I don;t know what it is, but I feel like there is a trigger regularly and that trigger will affect me all day and make me super emotional! today it was that I could not find his online obituary, for some reason I had the wrong link saved which then sent me into a panic"how could I have not printed it for pook"I tried to remain calm, finally found it and then BOOM the rest of the day was a emotional roller coaster. I will get this under control!
baby I miss you like crazy, I love you with all of my heart, but can you please make the hurt go away?
baby I miss you like crazy, I love you with all of my heart, but can you please make the hurt go away?
Maritza,
ReplyDeleteI admire your courage and honesty! I always feel a connection with people that have really experienced pain and the fragility of life. I think in a really difficult way it shapes and molds us, making us grow in a way that could not happen without that pain. It makes a young woman like yourself, into a pillar of strength for all the people around you. I think of you often and am in awe of your ability to find happiness again. I will stay current on your endeavors through this blog!! Thanks for sharing!