So It is final. I have binned up all of Josiah's stuff that I know for sure I want to keep. Although it was a bittersweet moment it actually felt good. I know I was ready for it. I occasionally smell his old hats because they used to have his scent, and yesterday when I went to smell them the scent was gone. I knew that was a sign that it was time. so I took my time putting it in the bin and as I put the lid on it I knew i was going to either say ok this is staying in the closet I am not ready, or Ok we can do this...and it was we can do this. On August 15th we will be approaching 2 years, and I must say i am very happy with where Ariyana and I are at in our lives. We are truly blessed, and will continue to celebrate his life in many ways. We love you baby,and are thankful for the many signs you give us letting us know you are still with us.
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